| wow, it's been forever i came here and didn't even know how to write on this thing. lol. well, i've been thinking about writing something on here for a while, and in my daydreams of it i meant for it to be a little deeper/cooler but i'm thinking it won't be a whole lot of either.
i'm so thankful for my friends. they keep me so freaking sane. literally, what would i do without them/you. i don't know. well, yeah - go insane.
also, i haven't been to the potluck (weekend bring-food-and-share-with-poor-gathering) in a few weeks and cooked and went today.. damn it was good. i loved it... i love doing good stuff for poor people. someone told me the other day that the word justice (maybe the english word, but i think the hebrew or whatever it is in the bible word) means being kind to the poor. Or something like that.. maybe dealing fairly with them. I loved it. I used to do a lot more things like that and it didn't mean as much but today and recently it's meant a lot.
Also, i want to be trustworthy. I've been around too much of the opposite of that lately and have trusted myself less because of it. but i don't want that at all.. most of all i want to be able to trust myself.. to know i will do and be good.. to know i'm not meaning to screw anyone over at all.. to be able to count on myself for those things. I trust myself a good amount but just.. don't wanna lose that.
that's all.
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| wow! i heard the words "rape", "death", and "cancer without health care" today.. whew, what a day.
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| maybe life isn't made up of drastic, infrequent, large decisions, but mainly of small, frequent decisions on which way to face.. to choose to look at god or not..
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| Wise words i've recently encountered....
if someone is acting or doing below how/what i think they "should" be acting/doing, i should not fault them. They are usually acting or doing based on the cards they have been dealt in life, which are hard to act outside of.
... yay for things that make me less judgemental.
ps - hollatchyou, obama. :)
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